Connection

Connection
You walk beside me
Even though we are worlds apart
Connection

I have the pictures of you
Mind generated
Plus photographs sent over the ether
I have the pictures of you

Sharing with you
You are at the other end of my phone
Communication may be indirect but still
Sharing with you

Connection
Never feeling truly alone
An illusion that gives me strength
Connection

© Samantha Beardon

What do I see?

Look into the mirror what do I see
Do I see, the outer shell that masquerades as me
Look a little closer, stare into my eyes
Can I see an inner glow, flickering, burning, a surprise
Ah maybe that is my inner light
The me stripped of pretences, burning ever bright

Look more closely at others, past the different facades
Can I find the inner light behind their masquerades
Will I find a different person hiding there inside
Away from the projected face, with filters all applied
Society encourages conformity, that maybe makes us blind
Who is lurking underneath, waiting for us to find?

Dreams

What are the dangers of dreams
Infernal fantastic tortuous schemes
The paths that lead to danger
Leading us to falling in love with a stranger

Life set, priorities to be met
Plans in place, moving apace, direction set
Train moving, tracks straight, becoming truly stulifying
All mapped, feeling trapped, not so surprising

Happiness comes and goes
Life has highs but many lows
Lows can breed dreams
What if – scenario scenes

Perfect life, perfect love just like in stories
That’s how life should be in all its glories

Life imperfect and love low key
Partners drifting apart, less connections beastly

Imperative – Need to find that perfect love
Daydreams sees it clear and corroborative
As the song says
you only live twice or so it seems
Once for yourself and once for your dreams

Sweet dreams, perfect dreams, dreams can deceive
Swinging so high, flying on the trapeze
Launching into space, Twisting in the air
Where to land, here, or way over there

Old path , new path just beware
Stop, think and compare
Each path has some danger
Dream path, love with a stranger

You only live twice or so it seems
Once for yourself and once for your dreams

Heart the metaphor

What is this about the heart
An illusion in love, used so much in art
Songs and sonnets, plays and books
Breaking hearts, heart sick

Love is a product of the mind
Involving emotions, hormones running blind
Attraction starts not from the heart
That’s really not the part

Maybe from a glance that stirs the senses
A touch,mutual interests, our own incentives
The feelings however caused, are a raging torrent
Estcasy can’t be abhorrent

It’s when those feelings wax then wane
That maybe things change refrain
If love goes sour
And walks out the door

Our heart will continue beating
It’s our mind that makes illusions sweeping
Our metaphor
When love walks out the door

Heart Breaking

Noble Trouble

Noble trouble

An Awdl Gywydd – Welsh Poetry form

Life is packed with trouble
Are we noble in it’s face
Stand up clad in gossamer
as a dreamer in the race

Or will we stand clad in steel
Show we feel joy and sorrow
Have the depth to fight our foes
Strengthen goals for tomorrow

Would I look?

Would I look at you ,the same ,” regardless”
if your eyes were filled with pain
I would probably look closer, more information to obtain
I might want to support you in your struggle to survive
To try to hold a mirror to the you
behind the pain and strife
I would want to demonstrate the power of belief
Particularly those negatives that can become life’s thief
I would look for signs, that you could love yourself
A must to heal that pain, and to transend the past
Would I look at you ,the same ,” regardless”
if your eyes were filled with pain
I would look closer more information to obtain

Oh sweet lover

Oh sweet lover

Have you recovered

Do you ever miss me

Regret being free

Remember my smile

Feel  a ghostly presence awhile

Does it ever make you blue

Though life has moved on its true


Oh ex sweet lover

Have you recovered

Do I haunt the odd dream

Make you restless between

your life’s normal routine,

Do you feel a twinge of regret

As you rearrange the duvet


Oh sweet lover do men suffer too

I so hope that is happening to you

We have moved on, my heart break has gone

I am concerned for your suffering too

Where do you stand?

Where do you stand, in  the summary of your life

Top, bottom, or middle, or just a worker in the hive

Are you on the treadmill, running out of control

Trying to please everybody, multiple roles

Do you see your flaws, rather than your strengths

Give to others, go to any lengths

Feel stressed and unhappy

Try to struggle on, be crappy

Maybe time to stop and take a breath

Review your priorities, centre yourself

If you love others,you have to love you

It enables,a more balanced point of view.


Magic 

Castle magic – englyn penfry


I conjure it with magic- castle fair

Just don’t stare,  fall or panic

My creation huge gigantic


Floating in the air so near  – carrion

 A clarion call for all fear

Darkness not my plan be clear


I have miscalculated – magic dark

Foulness spark, my spell fated

Goodness, has dissapated


I call on my reserves – cast a spell

Living hell our preserves

If dark powers hold, returns


I made this foul travesty – castle dread

So misled, no amnesty

To win    I die     tragedy




Stars realign

A Villanelle


 Dark days become nights the stars don’t align

 in this nightmare world of retrograde time

Stare into the cosmos look for a sign


Spiral out of control, lost life’s design

You were my anchor now gone such a crime

Dark days become nights the stars don’t align


Need to find a new path draw a new line

Not play the fool, in futile pantomime

Stare into the cosmos look for a sign


Days feeling like weeks dreams seem borderline

My home no longer my haven sublime

Dark days become nights the stars don’t align


Break free from bad feelings must not resign

My love is worth more than a tumbling dime

Stare into the cosmos finding a sign


Love all encompassing, truly divine

waiting to find me, yours was a mime

light days become nights the stars realign

Stare into the cosmos yes there’s a sign


S. Beardon © 2017