Too good to resist

​ Holding my trust in its fragile packaging Wondering whether to have plenty, or rationing Having faith in myself, to make the right choices Still listening to inward, warning voices I have been hurt, many times before Got to have trust, this time, hurt no more You nurture my needs and understand Being open toContinue reading “Too good to resist”

Red letter day

​Feelings For You Just get better Love Longing strong Red letter day Friendship Firmly Grasped Strong bonds stay Partnership Particular trust Together we should stay

Measure

​Can you match me measure for measure Will you be master of my pleasure Can you pull me out of this Web of apathy Save me from from feelings bordering on insanity New love ,new feelings Exciting romance expunge past dealings Trying to trust and believe anew Fragile buds unfurl to view.

Overview

​I feel your happiness I feel your pain I share some of life’s refrain Transience I share your problems I divert your mind I walk beside or trail behind Heartstrings I comfort you as best I can I want to heal you that’s the scope I want to be your beacon of hope Sham IContinue reading “Overview”

Find inner calm?

​Rejection always a bitter gall Dejection written through inner walls Emotions built up through the years Confidence never deployed, negative image fears Wanting to be loved, to be recognised Hiding needs under a thin disguise Each rejection, underlines the lack Stepping forward, no going back Needs to be held and validated Instead gives love ,uncompensatedContinue reading “Find inner calm?”

Running from life

​Hot sun, running fast , dry throat Sweating,  panting, heavy slope On the brink of decline Dive into a vat of white  wine Now trying to stay afloat Running from life. Footnote

Day dreams

​Day dreams hold me, fitting like a glove  Floating weightless, visions that I love  Gravitating upwards, towards the elusive picture There are no limits to the excitement within the mixture  Pushing the boundaries of what can be done Wanting to touch you, emotions overcome Mind picture sees me sitting by your side Sliding down uponContinue reading “Day dreams”

She lives in two worlds

​She lives in two worlds, that is the norm Mind numbing reality and riding the storm Being a drab, totally unappreciated, to sex goddess worshiped  The total high priestess Life in the real world versus living on line Broken down living to feeling sublime Harried and criticised most of the time, then validated complimented  AContinue reading “She lives in two worlds”

If I sang it again

​Why do I cling on to things that have gone If I sang it again, would the refrain be strong Would my idealised memories really come true? Or would it be just the same, a future taboo I need to live in today find a new path Yesterday has gone, it’s ashes in the hearthContinue reading “If I sang it again”