What did I want from this life?
Did I understand as I stumbled through?
Planning. No more like serendipity
With no direction what have I missed?
With reaction rather than considered action
What crass decisions have I made?
How have those decisions rolled out across the the cosmos?
How have those ripples impacted on others?
Who have I hurt without thought?
With a philosophy of caring for others
Have I actually been guilty of being egotistical and uncaring?
What do I want from this life?
Maybe a new set of values