Category: Fantasy

Trophy in the sky

Searching looking for something new
My whole being divided in two
Emotional and physical needs kept apart
Hard to do it wrenches the heart

Touch my mind move within
Share our lives like breeze on skin
Knowing in my heart as time goes by
Just another trophy in the sky

Deciding the straight or crooked path
Has to be the latter with a laugh
Starting off with tempting situations
Giving and receiving sexy invitations

Touch my mind move within
Share our lives like breeze on skin
Knowing in my heart as time goes by
Just another trophy in the sky

Stirs the hormones wakes the senses
But its fantasy there are fences
Emotional and physical needs kept apart
In order not to break the heart

Touch my mind move within
Share our lives like breeze on skin
Knowing in my heart as time goes by
Just another trophy in the sky

Dizzy dancing thoughts alit
Swooning surreal intoxicated skit
The players acting like you and me
Unable to be completely free

Touch my mind move within
Share our lives like breeze on skin
Knowing in my heart as time goes by
Just another trophy in the sky

Friends with benefits changes yet
To just friends another set
Sharing life more in the round
But less important newer ground

Knowing in my heart as time goes by
Just another trophy in the sky

Samantha Beardon ©

Fantasy and reality

Fantasy and reality side by side grow

boundaries blur where is the plateau?

starkness of words translated into pictures

 holes in the substance, filled in, no glitches


Subconscious embellishment start a glow

bad habits, never witnessed, don’t spoil the show

endearments uttered are stored in memories box

 intense and  important, they become a paradox


She needs her emotions stirred, to feel a connection

his drivers very different, need inspection

married to other’s, they met playing a game

chatting and sharing life in a cyber domain


She’s desperate for love, her happiness compromised 

she grabs  affection and excitement, it makes her blind

he looks for  flirtation, moves through lusts revolving door

 enjoys the immediate journey, never requiring more


Intimacy inevitably grows with the sharing

 Could be great, if their perspectives were pairing

she loves that he calls her by that special name

unaware he calls, all other girls the same


He is wrapped up and interested, its no ploy

but soon he will be bored and move  to another  toy

her one in a million man will gradually pull away

Leaving her devastated  and crying at close of day

A megabyte of madness 

A megabyte of madness – A Villanelle
You became a megabyte of madness

Since we met life’s never been the same

We frankly share happiness and sadness
No false catechism staunches blackness

We listen truly and do not shame

You became a megabyte of madness
We share our secrets with a cheerfulness

Plus a tut or maybe two, but never blame

We frankly share happiness and sadness
Friends across the ether, so priceless

Fate introduced us on a word game

You became a megabyte of madness
We highlight most of our flaws, with bluntness

But you cheer me when my world is aflame

We frankly share happiness and sadness
To say we are in love would be baseless

A different emotion we sustain

You became a megabyte of madness

We frankly share happiness and sadness

Philosophical

I lay underneath star and moonlight shine

 Gazing  at the universes majesty

A shower of sparks across  heaven’s line

Underlines lifes fragile mortality
Mother moon bathes all, universal glow

Though shadows fall creating pools of darkness

 World sparkling bright as day its scars still show

From evil this bright light gives no catharsis
Can beauty and warm glow equate to love

Will good deeds and love defeat the demons

I philosophise as I gaze up above

How to learn from humanities seasons
Yet I know we do not learn from history

Each must do their best to solve life’s mystery

Dancing the sky dreamy.

The triolet

Dancing the sky, dreamy, souls entwined,

Our essence mingling freely ,bobbing wild,

Gossamar threads ,keep our essence aligned,

    Dancing the sky, dreamy, souls entwined,

        Spreading light, heating our desires tide,

            Aerial ballet, across the air compiled,

Dancing the sky, dreamy, souls entwined,

Our essence mingling freely ,bobbing wild.
Our essence mingling freely, bobbing wild,

Floating balloons, in a brightening sky,

Gossamar threads start to colour our divide

     Our essence mingling freely, bobbing wild,

         Suffused, in the  ever clamouring  tide,

             Wishing for darkness that’s no lie,

Our essence mingling freely, bobbing wild
Floating balloons, in a brightening sky. 
Floating balloons, in a brighening sky,

We soar apart, flowing  back to real lives,

Happiness and regret our demeanour signify,

    Floating balloons, in a brighening sky,

       In this oasis of calm, our lives satisfy,

          Our fantasy life some would catechize,

Floating balloons in a brightening sky,

We soar apart, flowing back to real lives.  

The dit dah of life

The dit dah, dit dah 

of his life,

Morse​ code,

 Flashing lamp,

 Programming 

breaking 

                 lines

The patterns of disordered

 Strife.

Hand held out,

Grasping,

Momentary gratification,

Plucked fruit

spoilt

            by handling

He acts without doubt.
The boom, boom of life,

Ego bursting, high octane

            chase,

He teeters,

   Understanding

        self

            gratification,

Halflife.
Does he see her worth,

Or as a notch

                in the belt ,

Should he climb 

the ladder,

To reach a

                higher shelf,

Reimburse.
Is it her, this bright spark,

Is she the one

                 to tame,

Or will  she be the one

                    to cast her spell?

Hunter

    hunted

Left in the dark.

The dit dah, dit dah 

of  his  life,

Morse​ code,

 Flashing lamp,

 programming 

breaking 

                 lines,

The patterns of disordered

Strife.
Will illumination strike,

Or will he,

Stumble

      sexily 

          sated

Oblivious to love

In the shallow pool

Of apeptite.

The vagaries of health information

I hear the news,

 I read the papers

The rules to good health

give me the vapours

Today red wine is good for the heart

Yesterday it was a poisoned dart

Fruit is in and then it’s out

Smoothies are good then

 there is doubt

So I try and try 

to follow the rules

Though I begin to think they 

are written by fools

I give up wine and drink more water

Eat healthy food, pass junk more

 than I oughta

I eat less meat and eat more beans

You can hear me coming 

if you know what I mean

Butters in then it’s out

My poor sober brain begins to doubt

I eat healthy food, I hardly drink

I exercise to reduce

 my bingo wings

It’s all so pointless I feel sad

When healthy living should 

make me glad

I drink more wine, I reduce the water

Read the news want to shoot the reporter

I am on the treadmill what the hell 

Just might just  have a Donut ,as well

I skip the news and censor the paper

I use common sense, maybe a ball breaker

I weigh myself and exercise 

A slim svelte body the ultimate prize

I drink more wine, I dance and sing

Join an exercise class for lots of ping

I weigh myself, I give it up

Throw the scales in the garbage truck.

Vortex

Vortex dark and swirling,

Momentarily still,

Grey shades of darkness, lozenge 

shaped,ready to kill,

Fae currents from 

a far off world,

Coalesce in this spot,

Danger dark despicable,

Could this be our lot?

Brightness, radiating beams 

of light, our saviour or 

our plight?

Blue and golden

 rainbows, holds the darkness

 tight,

 Just holding dangers balance

keeping up the fight,

The aura made of goodness

is filtered from our world,

Banishing the evil to just a little swirl.

Idle Dreams

My idle dreams can help me merge my various forms 

and recreate visions of the future,

 or just allow me a space to be the me I would like to be, 

The child , the femme fatal, the carer,the cook,all part of me,

My fantasies can take me away from the angst of a dreadful day,

Or maybe I can just escape in a little space in time

merge all my selves, have time sublime,

Act a scene with Cary Grant, private jet to the South of France,

Find treasure in a search, ride my magic carpet, dance and prance

Who knows what my idle dreams will be

Daydreaming happy dreams can’t you see?