Tag: hurt

New

Can you match me measure for measure

will you be sensitive to my pleasure

can you pull me, out of a web of distrust
you planted  seeds and nurtured their growth

cared so much, brought loving  close

new love new  set of feelings

exciting romance, to expunge past dealings
trying to trust and believe anew

wanting so much, for new love to be true

going slowly taking my time

hoping for partnership truly sublime
love and laughter, joy and gladness

honesty, communication, pleasure without malice

old love,  bad memories  thwarted

new love, new  memories  supported

Diverting my love

I got carried away by our interaction,

Thought it was a source of mutual attraction,

I got carried away by your seeming caring,

Those whispered words and the texts endearing,

I imagined ,we shared something special at times,

I am sure we did, fleetingly, or maybe I am blind,

I knew you had  others,

Then there were your brothers,

Our time together, seemed  intense,

In this universe, it felt immense,

I realised, I had been carried away,

The day you forgot my words, of yesterday,

As one of the crowd, I am just a fleeting fling,

It won’t be me, when cupid, releases the arrow from the sling,

It pains me to release these silken chords,

But our relationship, will never win any awards,

I got carried away and am getting hurt,

I am setting us free, my love to divert.

Eyes full of darkness

Would I look at you ,the same ,” regardless”, if your eyes were filled with pain

No I would probably look closer, more information to obtain
I might want to try to support you in your struggle to survive
To try to hold a mirror to the you, behind the pain in your life
I would maybe want to demonstrate the power of beliefs 
Particularly those negatives that can become life’s thief
I would look for signs, that you could love yourself
A must to heal that pain, to transend the past ,Imbuded with darkness 
No competition to attain.

Serendipitous soliloquy.

Serendipitous soliloquy 

Does this tirade scan iambically

I pace the floor while shouting my declaimation 

Trying to rid myself of my consternation

You swore you loved me, You chased and wooed me

I began to trust and became your devotee

How could I become sucked in to this morass

I am feeling such an ass

My ego has nose dived my world has rocked

I am feeling such dismay my system is shocked

This drama is unfolding as I play my scene

Wishing like in Shakespeare the villain could intervene

Or at least eavesdrop on this great soliloquy

Instead of an audience composed of just me

I hope across the ether the echoes resonate

Making you aware of my solitary debate

I got carried away

I got carried away by our interaction
I know it was a source of mutual attraction
I got carried away by your seeming caring
Those whispered words and the texts endearing
I imagined we shared something special at times
I am sure we did, but we were fleetingly aligned
You had the others
Then there were your brothers
Our time together intense
In this universe immense
I realised that I had got carried away
The day you forgot my words of yesterday
As one of the crowd I am just a fleeting fling
I will never be around when cupid releases the arrow from the sling
It pains me to release these silken chords
But our relationship will not win any awards
I got carried away and am getting hurt
I am setting us free, my love to divert.

Old love….new love

Can you match me measure for measure
Will you be sensitive to my pleasure
Can you pull me out of this web of distrust
Save me from from feelings bordering on disgust
You planted the seeds and nurtured their growth
Cared so much brought me close
New love ,new feelings
Exciting romance, expunge past dealings
Trying to trust and believe anew
Wanting so much, for new love, to be true
Going slowly taking my time
Partnership truly, this time
Love and laughter, joy and gladness
Honesty, communication, pleasure and balance
Old love, memories thwarted
New love, memories now supported.