What is real and what is dream Hard to tell with you it seems What is real when all you know Is second hand, a major blow What is real, … Continue reading Second hand

What is real and what is dream Hard to tell with you it seems What is real when all you know Is second hand, a major blow What is real, … Continue reading Second hand
Where the forbidden is hidden, the urges
are strong, adding layers to our escalating pastiche,
We want them, we crave them, our excitement surges,
We salivate, normality is breached.
The added excitement of secrecy sung,
Makes the pleasure and conquest more sweet,
With barely a touch the soaring has sprung,
The explosion comes quicker, the intensity complete.
All without touching, my sweet cyber lover,
Through pictures and words, we are undone,
We pour all our yearnings into things undiscovered,
We are solo, but together as one.
Sharing a window suspended in time,
Forbidden, but doesn’t feel like a crime.
I spent my life looking for you
Now I have found you,am happy but blue
It’s too late for you to be my mate
Wasted years, parlous state
Too many miles travelled
Too many locks to unravel
Could I be selfish and go with my heart
Whilst breaking many others,would just be the start
Now I stand on the precipice
Looking back and forwards on the edge of bliss
Knowing that glimpse is my only prize
Now a life wedded to duty and fuelled by lies
I spent my life looking for you
Such a stupid thing to do!
The burdens of life and stresses of the day
Don t need to wedge us, gone and away
We are here, with ear and heart
Sharing good and bad, though miles apart
Our thoughts and concerns dont need to stew
Sometimes its good, to have another’s view
A different take, a voice of reason
Helps us regain the silly season
Sharing means, perspective is regained
Or fun and laughter ease the strain
Sometimes its pure joy we share
Life is good no need for repair
Sexy images and fantasies
Make us happy boost realities
With love and joy in our hearts anew
Helps navigate,to expand our fields of view
When random fate shook its hand
We played a game, fate took command
We talked all day
We made some play
We explored horizons
Had interesting conversations
When the light came into sight
The connection seemed right
I felt the lure, a big connection
Adding friendship a new direction
Opening up we let it flow
It flourishes, still it grows
It becomes a joyous being
Separate a magical thing
When we open our eyes we are seeing
The flame of friendship has been lit.
I am on fire
Filled with desire
My world contracted
My body reacted
I sit in the gloom
In a bar type room
Drinking a brandy
Ever so randy
I am not alone
As I sit with my phone
My cyber lover is there
With pictures so rare
His words weave a story
Ever so stormy
We share fantasies
Outside moralities
It makes us smile
Our senses to beguile
We can share anywhere
If a signal is there
What to do next
Thats a question to vex…
I am on fire
Filled with desire…
I feel your happiness
I feel your pain
I share some of life’s refrain
Transience
I share your problems
I divert your mind
I walk beside or trail behind
Heartstrings
I comfort you as best I can
I want to heal you that’s the scope
I want to be your beacon of hope
Sham
I feel for you
I read of you
I cannot touch you
Overview.
She lives in two worlds, that is the norm
Mind numbing reality and riding the storm
Being a drab, totally unappreciated, to sex goddess worshiped
The total high priestess
Life in the real world versus living on line
Broken down living to feeling sublime
Harried and criticised most of the time, then validated complimented
A pampered princess
Wanting real life to measure the dream
She hopes that white knight will make her his queen
Falling hard for a fantasy, can she keep this as release
Or is it destined to become a ravening beast
Can she choose, is she in control
Is fantasy too seductive the real world too cold
What does she need to do, to achieve happiness
Maybe value herself, be her own success.
I want to reach and touch your hand
In my mind, I almost can, in this world, fantasyland
You fill my soul with song and light
Add a dimension that meshes just right
We share some parts, of our lives
Though a full account will never arrive
I read your words and scour the lines
For meanings that are left behind
But you are oh so far away
Just a dream at the end of the day
This sharing brings some emotional pain
But equally an amount of gain
I accept the limitations of this world
It adds dimension sails unfurled
I close my eyes and all I see
Is a fantasy fading away from me.
Sharing time with you
Takes me to another place
Makes me happy
Relaxed and full of grace
If that luxury was denied
Life would go on
I would survive
Diminished but able to cross the great divide
My mind endows you with virtues
That I know in reality don’t exist
You are a creature of insubstantiality,more like mist
You remain an enigma
I share your good features, clutching them like straws
I glimpse some of your flaws, they dont affect me, so no pause
Sharing aspects of our lives, gives me pleasure no need to catechise
Takes me to another place, but real life it can’t replace
Sharing time with you
Takes me to another place
Makes me happy
A respite from reality, but can’t replace