Tag: Longing

Ego

Some people chat on line to get to know people make new friends. Some do it boost, their egos to have a virtual affair, to exert their power, to chase capture and discard. Be wise, hold on to your heart, too good to be true? It probably is!

I want to reach and touch your hand

​I want to reach and touch your hand

In my mind, I almost can, in this world, fantasyland

You fill my soul with song and light

Add a dimension that meshes just right

We share some parts, of our lives

Though a full account will never arrive

I read your words and scour the lines

For meanings that are left behind

 

But you are oh so far away

Just a dream at the end of the day

This sharing brings some emotional pain

But equally an amount of gain

I accept the limitations of this world

It adds dimension sails unfurled

I close my eyes and all I see

Is a fantasy fading away from me.

Out in the mist?

​That ideal relationship just out of reach

 The kind that all the songs and prophets preach

Have I just got scales in my eyes

Stopped seeing the best,the love in the guy

 Has it just got layered in dust

Melded down with a covering of rust

I assume that I know all there is to know

Stopped seeing the sparks and caring so

Have my expectations got in the way

That he does the running I just sway

That ideal relationship just out of reach

Maybe it’s there if I just unleash

The ideal relationship does it exist

Here and now or out in the mist

Knowing Rick a poem by Eve

A year ago I met a man
Playing word crozzle, and from that sprang
Sexy talk that went with a bang
Made us both wet, and gave us a pang
I knew he played lots of other games
Did cyber sex ,with others,with no names
I didnt know he had a lover
He probably only needed her to recover.

We continued to talk , more not less
A sexy picture, a word, a smile, no distress
Then his lover got ill and died
Wanted to hold him while he cried
Tried to help with a listening ear
Help the blues, making thinking clear
Our lives came and went
We certainly shared,some interesting events
.

I knew he chatted to his dolly mixers
I shared with the others, he  rotated fixtures
He liked to be needed and adored
To make women come the ultimate reward
His fantasy  was domination
Talk her to submission with conversation
I haven’t succumbed to the cybersex lure
Tried to keep it friendship pure.

Hes self contained and only shares
Parts of himself, be aware
He tries to keep people happy by stretching the truth
Ducks and dives and is sometimes obtuse
His humour is very much his own
He spends lots of time with a bone
So a man of parts,a condrum of sorts
Lovely, annoying with lots of gloss.

Yesterday he asked to meet
I would really like that, the picture complete
To see the whole Rick, would be  kind of neat
It might sort out my feelings of attraction
Add new depth, an unexpected reaction
Love, hate or indifference at least I will know
Whether to let my interest go.

Eve in Converging Lives has been asked for a live meet after a year of chatting on the net. Watch this space for the results. 

Trapped

Trapped in this life
Like a fly in a Web
Though not trussed up tight
In silken thread
Held by invisible chains
Of inertia and caring
Longing for a tangible love
Rather than this shell, they are wearing
She knows there is affection
But dreams of so much more
She reads of soul mates
She wants that encore
She searches her memory
Was love ever as bright
As those flashes, she dreams of at night
She’s stuck in dependency
Trapped in this life
Mesmerised by lights
Wanting so much more
Unsure how to unwrap paradise
Trapped in this life
Wishing,  wanting, wondering, wife.

Sitting around with romance in the air.

Sitting around with romance in the air
Boosting feelings just so aware
A feeling unique, is filling my mind
Body aches, harder to define
Lips now parting
Beautiful smile starting
Feelings engulf me
Making me foresee
Nivernas sweet song
Will join us ere long
Sitting around with romance in the air
Anticipation clearly there.

New poem not included in

Caught in Passion by Samantha Beardon, which is available to download free on Amazon kindle today. Friendship  Romance, love and Desire a mix of verse and quotes.

Wanting

Man with magnetic ways
Eyes that mesmerise , my feelings betray
Your personality and charm I love to see
Please have your way with me
The contrast of your masculinity 
Accentuates my femininity
Striking the match of passion
Blazing rising flames of desire

Woman with intense emotions 
Intending to explore, life’s commotions
Woman with her senses on the edge
Using her sexuality, like a sledge
Wishing for some meaningful connection 
Conjoined against misdirection
The interplay of fantasy
Plays off our ecstasy

Oasis in Time

We are strangers, connected by the Internet, combining life and fantasy.
Although familiarity, knowing  the other, is becoming more a reality.
We touch bases sharing our lives, or the parts we want to share, maybe a swiz. 
Our time is spent, in banter, in play, in idle chat, in sexy  innuendo,adding fizz.
How much is real, how much dream, is this relationship what it seems?
That feeling of connection; seems so real, I fear it is, mostly  a dream.
Will we ever meet? My hope my wish. It will never happen, it’s not in life’s scheme.
We share a window, connected in time
A little oasis, ours for a short time.
It is enough.