Tag: Longing
Ego
Some people chat on line to get to know people make new friends. Some do it boost, their egos to have a virtual affair, to exert their power, to chase capture and discard. Be wise, hold on to your heart, too good to be true? It probably is!
I want to reach and touch your hand
I want to reach and touch your hand
In my mind, I almost can, in this world, fantasyland
You fill my soul with song and light
Add a dimension that meshes just right
We share some parts, of our lives
Though a full account will never arrive
I read your words and scour the lines
For meanings that are left behind
But you are oh so far away
Just a dream at the end of the day
This sharing brings some emotional pain
But equally an amount of gain
I accept the limitations of this world
It adds dimension sails unfurled
I close my eyes and all I see
Is a fantasy fading away from me.
Deepest sea, shallowest pool
Secret longings, Hidden urges Under the serene surface Passion surges Unarticulated ,Submerged dreams Safely contained, Or festering disease I am the deepest sea The shallowest pool Where is the diver,To … Continue reading Deepest sea, shallowest pool
Out in the mist?
That ideal relationship just out of reach
The kind that all the songs and prophets preach
Have I just got scales in my eyes
Stopped seeing the best,the love in the guy
Has it just got layered in dust
Melded down with a covering of rust
I assume that I know all there is to know
Stopped seeing the sparks and caring so
Have my expectations got in the way
That he does the running I just sway
That ideal relationship just out of reach
Maybe it’s there if I just unleash
The ideal relationship does it exist
Here and now or out in the mist
Knowing Rick a poem by Eve
A year ago I met a man
Playing word crozzle, and from that sprang
Sexy talk that went with a bang
Made us both wet, and gave us a pang
I knew he played lots of other games
Did cyber sex ,with others,with no names
I didnt know he had a lover
He probably only needed her to recover.
We continued to talk , more not less
A sexy picture, a word, a smile, no distress
Then his lover got ill and died
Wanted to hold him while he cried
Tried to help with a listening ear
Help the blues, making thinking clear
Our lives came and went
We certainly shared,some interesting events
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I knew he chatted to his dolly mixers
I shared with the others, he rotated fixtures
He liked to be needed and adored
To make women come the ultimate reward
His fantasy was domination
Talk her to submission with conversation
I haven’t succumbed to the cybersex lure
Tried to keep it friendship pure.
Hes self contained and only shares
Parts of himself, be aware
He tries to keep people happy by stretching the truth
Ducks and dives and is sometimes obtuse
His humour is very much his own
He spends lots of time with a bone
So a man of parts,a condrum of sorts
Lovely, annoying with lots of gloss.
Yesterday he asked to meet
I would really like that, the picture complete
To see the whole Rick, would be kind of neat
It might sort out my feelings of attraction
Add new depth, an unexpected reaction
Love, hate or indifference at least I will know
Whether to let my interest go.
Eve in Converging Lives has been asked for a live meet after a year of chatting on the net. Watch this space for the results.
Trapped
Trapped in this life
Like a fly in a Web
Though not trussed up tight
In silken thread
Held by invisible chains
Of inertia and caring
Longing for a tangible love
Rather than this shell, they are wearing
She knows there is affection
But dreams of so much more
She reads of soul mates
She wants that encore
She searches her memory
Was love ever as bright
As those flashes, she dreams of at night
She’s stuck in dependency
Trapped in this life
Mesmerised by lights
Wanting so much more
Unsure how to unwrap paradise
Trapped in this life
Wishing, wanting, wondering, wife.
Sitting around with romance in the air.
Sitting around with romance in the air
Boosting feelings just so aware
A feeling unique, is filling my mind
Body aches, harder to define
Lips now parting
Beautiful smile starting
Feelings engulf me
Making me foresee
Nivernas sweet song
Will join us ere long
Sitting around with romance in the air
Anticipation clearly there.
New poem not included in
Caught in Passion by Samantha Beardon, which is available to download free on Amazon kindle today. Friendship Romance, love and Desire a mix of verse and quotes.
Wanting
Man with magnetic ways
Eyes that mesmerise , my feelings betray
Your personality and charm I love to see
Please have your way with me
The contrast of your masculinity
Accentuates my femininity
Striking the match of passion
Blazing rising flames of desire
Woman with intense emotions
Intending to explore, life’s commotions
Woman with her senses on the edge
Using her sexuality, like a sledge
Wishing for some meaningful connection
Conjoined against misdirection
The interplay of fantasy
Plays off our ecstasy
Oasis in Time
We are strangers, connected by the Internet, combining life and fantasy.
Although familiarity, knowing the other, is becoming more a reality.
We touch bases sharing our lives, or the parts we want to share, maybe a swiz.
Our time is spent, in banter, in play, in idle chat, in sexy innuendo,adding fizz.
How much is real, how much dream, is this relationship what it seems?
That feeling of connection; seems so real, I fear it is, mostly a dream.
Will we ever meet? My hope my wish. It will never happen, it’s not in life’s scheme.
We share a window, connected in time
A little oasis, ours for a short time.
It is enough.
