Tag: wanting

Life through words and pictures

The tides of feeling

 ebb and flow
Fantasy, and reality 


by side grow
I shut my eyes 

and all I see
Is your smiling face 

looking down on me
But you are oh so far away

Just a dream 

at the end of the day
I want to reach

and touch your hand
In my mind

I almost can
In this world

Fantasy land
You fill my soul

 with song and light
Add a dimension

that meshes just right
I read your words

and scour the lines
For meanings

that are left behind
We share some parts 

of our lives
Though a full account

 will never arrive

The tides of feeling

 ebb and flow
Fantasy, and reality 


by side grow
But you are

 oh so far away
Just a dream 

at the end of the day
We share life

through words and pictures.

Looking for you

I spent my life looking for you

Now I have found you,am happy but blue

It’s too late for you to be my mate

Wasted years, parlous state

Too many miles travelled

Too many locks to unravel

Could I be selfish and go with my heart

Whilst breaking many others,would just be the start

Now I stand on the precipice 

Looking back and forwards on the edge of bliss

Knowing that glimpse is my only prize

Now a life wedded to duty and fuelled by lies

I spent my life looking for you

Such a stupid thing to do! 


Lay your head on my heart

Feel the beats stop and start

My breath flows for you

Exhaling pheromones, circling true

Wholeness unites us

We imagine it thus

Our mind pictures blending

The feelings we are tending

For you I do lust
Reach out to me

Enjoy the company

Feel the warmth of my skin

It must be win win

Describe your feelings

In this time we are stealing

A time free to care

We have little to share

Lay your head on my heart


​Curled up neatly 

Sleeping tight

Mind over flowing

Sexy dreams fight

Sheets dampen

Thrashing limbs

Feeling touch 

Tunnel dims

Tease arouse

Embrace tight

Ghostly presence

Lips fight

Breathless steamy

Arms clamp

Spooning sweetly

Features blank

Moaning rises

Breathing lust

Urges surge

Sanity bust

Sleeping wildly

Dreams asunder

Smiling face

Weak with wonder.

Times Crossing

I am attracted to your light
Like a moth to a flame
A shining beacon held tight
That I must penetrate

I feel your spirit near me
So tantalising close
I let my essence flow free
So that we mingle the most

As we dance the air dreamy
Our essence entwined
We share so deeply
It cant be defined

Our bodies are longing
Our souls find a way
To bridge times crossing
For our minds to hold sway


We are strangers, connected by the Internet, combining life and fantasy.
Although familiarity, knowing  the other, is becoming more a reality.
We touch bases sharing our lives, or the parts we want to share, maybe a swiz. 
Our time is spent, in banter, in play, in idle chat, in sexy  innuendo,adding fizz.
How much is real, how much dream, is this relationship what it seems?
That feeling of connection; seems so real, I fear it is, mostly  a dream.
Will we ever meet? My hope my wish. Though it will never happen, it’s not in life’s scheme.
We share a window, connected in time
A little oasis, ours for a short time.
It is enough. Or so I pretend.



Shimmering, silvered, dancing light
Looking through I see, delight
Straining eyes, I see you rise
Throwing away caution means, surprise
My body heats, as the light coalesces
Seeing you clear, my breath, sticks in my chest
I smell your musk your aftershave
As I look, I see you stand and wave
Syntillating, brilliant bands of light
I blink my eyes in pure delight
You are coming closer and my body responds
Ready for loving, the reaction ensconsed
I hold out my hand to the shimmering glow
But as I look back that light overflows
Blinking back tears I strain to see
Your image has gone, mirage, not reality.


Trapped in this life
Like a fly in a Web
Though not trussed up tight
In silken thread
Held by invisible chains
Of inertia and caring
Longing for a tangible love
Rather than this shell, they are wearing
She knows there is affection
But dreams of so much more
She reads of soul mates
She wants that encore
She searches her memory
Was love ever as bright
As those flashes, she dreams of at night
She’s stuck in dependency
Trapped in this life
Mesmerised by lights
Wanting so much more
Unsure how to unwrap paradise
Trapped in this life
Wishing,  wanting, wondering, wife.