Category: grief,
Rose coloured glasses
I got carried away by our interaction, Thought it was a source of mutual attraction, I got carried away by your seeming caring, Those whispered words and the texts endearing, I imagined ,we shared something special at times, I am sure we did, fleetingly, or maybe I am blind, I knew you had others, Then… Continue reading Rose coloured glasses
Mystic schemes
Mystic schemes Precious dreams You are there Buyer beware Syntillating thoughts But a row of noughts Wishful thinking Hopes long sinking You are chasing the new Leaving me to rue Mystic schemes Precious dreams Maybe really nightmare screams Smash them all to smithereens Find a way to recreate Precious dreams not parlous state.
Find inner calm?
Rejection always a bitter gall Dejection written through inner walls Emotions built up through the years Confidence never deployed, negative image fears Wanting to be loved, to be recognised Hiding needs under a thin disguise Each rejection, underlines the lack Stepping forward, no going back Needs to be held and validated Instead gives love ,uncompensated… Continue reading Find inner calm?
Sanguine
Sanguine the blood red colour of my heart Sanguine the way I feel, about our parts We play the game we act so well Could we be in pantomime, l cant tell We lost the bond, the glues unstuck Emotions cold, not run amok Sanguine is it really how I feel Am I ready to… Continue reading Sanguine
Facets of Christmas time
A period of contrasts from sepia through to dazzling gold A time of poignancy, reflection and joy A religious celebration transposed into a season of gluttony and greed A time of gift giving, family celebrations and gatherings A time of arguements, marriage breakdowns and strife A time of love, war and hate Each facet sharpened… Continue reading Facets of Christmas time
Ah Winter.
Is winter here yet? Winter set into my heart many months ago The freezing block rimed with sparkling ice Growing bigger with my fountain of black tears How I long for the heat of summer to release me To allow me from this numbed prison. Is winter still here? Since I felt your love slipping… Continue reading Ah Winter.
Choices
Am I truly happy? Could I have been happier? Did I make the right choice last year? If I had taken a different route, would I have less fear? Does happiness have a pinnacle? Or will tomorrow supply me more? If my choices had been different,would I have a better outcome? If I could rewind… Continue reading Choices
The fog that you left
Mist rising upwards like gossamer threads Clearing my mind from the fog, that you left Treading in circles, the pathway obscured The mist is slowly burning off, a signpost has cleared Chosing a way to move forward in my life Tears replaced, smiling revived
Reality … Totality
Definition in words and pictures Make an impression,markers and fixtures When reality blurs how to show our worth Are words enough or insubstantial The path winds on, destiny calling, consequential If words hang lame How do we decaim our feelings Body language supplements the story, fans the flame Words light a spark The void… Continue reading Reality … Totality
Converging Lives. Sounds, Silence and Imagery 