I feel your happiness I feel your pain I share some of life’s refrain Transience I share your problems I divert your mind I walk beside or trail behind Heartstrings I comfort you as best I can I want to heal you that’s the scope I want to be your beacon of hope Sham I… Continue reading Overview
Author: Mary
I write as both Mary Bray and under the pseudonym of Samantha Beardon.
Find inner calm?
Rejection always a bitter gall Dejection written through inner walls Emotions built up through the years Confidence never deployed, negative image fears Wanting to be loved, to be recognised Hiding needs under a thin disguise Each rejection, underlines the lack Stepping forward, no going back Needs to be held and validated Instead gives love ,uncompensated… Continue reading Find inner calm?
Running from life
Hot sun, running fast , dry throat Sweating, panting, heavy slope On the brink of decline Dive into a vat of white wine Now trying to stay afloat Running from life. Footnote
Day dreams
Day dreams hold me, fitting like a glove Floating weightless, visions that I love Gravitating upwards, towards the elusive picture There are no limits to the excitement within the mixture Pushing the boundaries of what can be done Wanting to touch you, emotions overcome Mind picture sees me sitting by your side Sliding down upon… Continue reading Day dreams
It started with a sniffle
It started with a sniffle Then a little cough Snuffles on my pillows I didn’t give a toss Suddenly I seemed much warmer Then chills, up and down my spine My nose started dripping My mind was in decline Then the mucus fairy Waved her little wand My chest filled up with mucus Like filling… Continue reading It started with a sniffle
She lives in two worlds
She lives in two worlds, that is the norm Mind numbing reality and riding the storm Being a drab, totally unappreciated, to sex goddess worshiped The total high priestess Life in the real world versus living on line Broken down living to feeling sublime Harried and criticised most of the time, then validated complimented A… Continue reading She lives in two worlds
If I sang it again
Why do I cling on to things that have gone If I sang it again, would the refrain be strong Would my idealised memories really come true? Or would it be just the same, a future taboo I need to live in today find a new path Yesterday has gone, it’s ashes in the hearth… Continue reading If I sang it again
He wants me to join him
He wants me to join him, in his fantasy land Put my trust in him and take his hand I wonder Is his fantasy false or true Would to enter it, be something to rue Is it a world of pain, or a world of pleasure Something to avoid, or maybe treasure Could he please… Continue reading He wants me to join him
Lust or Amore?
I felt the lure , A feeling obscure It was this feeling, I knew who you were On the day that we met, I felt the lure I moved towards you, A feeling so pure Feeling connected, Emotions affected I felt the lure, heart unprotected Such a feeling, lust or amour?
Golf
Golf a new sport to try Learn some new skills to satisfy Learn to hit a ball with a club How difficult can it be, unless I hit the scrub Stand relaxed and swing from the hips Practice the move, heck have to be a contortionist Ready to try, they said go to tee Not… Continue reading Golf
Converging Lives. Sounds, Silence and Imagery 