Internet Relationships… What is real.

What is real and what is dream Hard to tell with you it seems What is real when all you know Is second hand, a major blow What is real, when all you share Is part  of your  life, but, is reality there? What is real , is the friendship case Knowing at some point,… Continue reading Internet Relationships… What is real.

My internal monologue

My internal monologue is mine alone Some of it hidden, like a dog hides a bone Some of it’s shared with those I love But those darker thoughts, are shoved Into minds recesses, shrouded and clothed. Sometimes my monologue, shows in my face Irritation, impatience mirror my distaste I am adept at hiding , some… Continue reading My internal monologue

Relationships…emotional baggage

Is your partner failing to meet your needs, not making you happy, are you drifting apart? Are new relationships failing? Maybe some of the cause of your problems is the amount of emotional baggage you are carrying that is impacting on your behaviour and your expectations. How much emotional baggage are you carrying ? Is… Continue reading Relationships…emotional baggage

Mystic schemes

​Mystic schemes Precious dreams You are there Buyer beware Syntillating thoughts  But a row of noughts Wishful thinking Hopes long sinking You are chasing the new Leaving me to rue Mystic schemes Precious dreams Maybe really nightmare screams Smash them all to smithereens Find a way to recreate Precious dreams not parlous state.

Too good to resist

​ Holding my trust in its fragile packaging Wondering whether to have plenty, or rationing Having faith in myself, to make the right choices Still listening to inward, warning voices I have been hurt, many times before Got to have trust, this time, hurt no more You nurture my needs and understand Being open to… Continue reading Too good to resist

The messages and the pictures

​The messages and the pictures Are sent to beguile and bewitch us I am there for you and you for me To add another layer to infinity To help us take some pleasure To become bonded, measure for measure The melted state that you can create Makes me glad that you are my mate Leaves… Continue reading The messages and the pictures

Deepest sea, shallowest pool

​Secret longings, Hidden urges Under the serene surface Passion surges Unarticulated ,Submerged dreams Safely contained, Or festering disease I am the deepest sea The shallowest pool Where is the diver,To plumb the depths To stem the rip tide, Nevertheless  Will it be that nobody, will know, the whole of me Just pick out pieces, Flotsam… Continue reading Deepest sea, shallowest pool