Would I look at you ,the same ,” regardless” if your eyes were filled with pain I would probably look closer, more information to obtain I might want to support you in your struggle to survive To try to hold a mirror to the you behind the pain and strife I would want to demonstrate… Continue reading Would I look?
Category: depression
Gossamer wings
You brushed my life, with gossamer wings Held captivated by your promises of things Then you flew away, leaving an indelible mark A gap, a need, a place that felt so dark Changing my soul forever, all for naught But the life cycles of butterflies are short From this memory springs Love,Yearning,Sadness, Learning and Strength
Surreal
Surreal the scene, within my dream A place of ghastly horror A figure hanging in the sky A stark magician’s tower. Surreal the scene, is this a dream? This place of dark morbidity Or am I banished far away For becoming a liability. Surreal the scene, I need to scream No life within my view… Continue reading Surreal
Find inner calm?
Rejection always a bitter gall Dejection written through inner walls Emotions built up through the years Confidence never deployed, negative image fears Wanting to be loved, to be recognised Hiding needs under a thin disguise Each rejection, underlines the lack Stepping forward, no going back Needs to be held and validated Instead gives love ,uncompensated… Continue reading Find inner calm?
Running from life
Hot sun, running fast , dry throat Sweating, panting, heavy slope On the brink of decline Dive into a vat of white wine Now trying to stay afloat Running from life. Footnote
Upside down
Upside down Inside out Puckered frown Buckets of doubt Senseless Spiral Empty Void Needless worries Too much pride
Stemming the tide
Rest, recuperation, renewal, regeneration What do you need to heal the wounds Put your life back on a firm foundation Do you have a special place, bookmarked outside the rat race Or a place within your mind Where you stash any hurts until you can rewind Sanity, surety, safety, success What strategies do you have… Continue reading Stemming the tide
World off kilter
Bubbling and brewing emotional stirring Life’s machinations whizzing and whirring World off kilter, scandals abound Headlines thunder, catastrophe surrounds Belief tattered, bashed and scattered May need to dive within, get validated Bubbling and brewing emotional stirring Life’s machinations whizzing and whirring
Haiku…Gloom
Grey gloom shrouds the world Dripping boughs form rivulets Mindset looks for light
Rain
Rain Darkness Dripping Dropping Standing Soaking Empty Esplanades Summer Shocking Seasons Stalking Rain Gloom Dismal Dismay Fugative Fears Ominous Oppressive Dismal Depressive Jarring Joyless Rain Refreshing Renewing Revitalising Puddles Playing Exhilarating Enlivening Restful Relaxing Rain
Converging Lives. Sounds, Silence and Imagery 