Category: Internet

Trophy in the sky

Searching looking for something new
My whole being divided in two
Emotional and physical needs kept apart
Hard to do it wrenches the heart

Touch my mind move within
Share our lives like breeze on skin
Knowing in my heart as time goes by
Just another trophy in the sky

Deciding the straight or crooked path
Has to be the latter with a laugh
Starting off with tempting situations
Giving and receiving sexy invitations

Touch my mind move within
Share our lives like breeze on skin
Knowing in my heart as time goes by
Just another trophy in the sky

Stirs the hormones wakes the senses
But its fantasy there are fences
Emotional and physical needs kept apart
In order not to break the heart

Touch my mind move within
Share our lives like breeze on skin
Knowing in my heart as time goes by
Just another trophy in the sky

Dizzy dancing thoughts alit
Swooning surreal intoxicated skit
The players acting like you and me
Unable to be completely free

Touch my mind move within
Share our lives like breeze on skin
Knowing in my heart as time goes by
Just another trophy in the sky

Friends with benefits changes yet
To just friends another set
Sharing life more in the round
But less important newer ground

Knowing in my heart as time goes by
Just another trophy in the sky

Samantha Beardon ©

A megabyte of madness 

A megabyte of madness – A Villanelle
You became a megabyte of madness

Since we met life’s never been the same

We frankly share happiness and sadness
No false catechism staunches blackness

We listen truly and do not shame

You became a megabyte of madness
We share our secrets with a cheerfulness

Plus a tut or maybe two, but never blame

We frankly share happiness and sadness
Friends across the ether, so priceless

Fate introduced us on a word game

You became a megabyte of madness
We highlight most of our flaws, with bluntness

But you cheer me when my world is aflame

We frankly share happiness and sadness
To say we are in love would be baseless

A different emotion we sustain

You became a megabyte of madness

We frankly share happiness and sadness

Internet Relationships… What is real.

What is real and what is dream
Hard to tell with you it seems
What is real when all you know
Is second hand, a major blow
What is real, when all you share
Is part  of your  life, but, is reality there?
What is real , is the friendship case
Knowing at some point, we touch base
What is real is humour and fun
Sharing  moments one by one
What is real is a ripple in my life
Changing my boundaries, making me thrive
What is real is a lack of insight
Things that I share, are they recieved right
What is real is the way to know
What you are saying, when it feels like a blow
What is real is the need to believe we are 

friends indeed
What is real are our different lives
But thats just fine that makes us wise
What is real is our different take
On lifes problems our views on fate
What is real is the spark that we get
Chasing new knowledge when we’ve never met

I am on fire…adult content

I am on fire
Filled with desire
My world contracted
My body reacted
I sit in the gloom
In a bar type room
Drinking a brandy
Ever so randy
I am not alone
As I sit with my phone
My cyber lover is there
With pictures so rare
His words weave a story
Ever so stormy
We share fantasies
Outside moralities
It makes us smile
Our senses to beguile
We can share anywhere
If a signal is there
What to do next
Thats a question to vex…
I am on fire
Filled with desire…

He wants me to join him

​He wants me to join him, in his fantasy land

Put my trust in him and take his hand

 I wonder Is his fantasy false or true

Would to enter it, be something to rue

Is it a world of pain, or  a world of pleasure

Something to avoid, or maybe treasure

Could he please my very core

Leaving me wanting ever more

Am I brave enough to take the plunge

These initial steps can still be expunged 

Maybe enter and watch the play

But stand steadfast if my beliefs are betrayed

He wants me to join him in a cyber world

Give my trust sails unfurled.

Reality replace?

​Sharing time with you

Takes me to another place

Makes me happy

Relaxed and full of grace
If that luxury was denied

Life would go on

I would survive 

Diminished but able to cross the great divide
My mind endows you with virtues 

That I know in reality don’t exist

You are a creature of insubstantiality,more like mist

You remain an enigma
I share your good features, clutching them like straws

I glimpse some of your flaws, they dont affect me, so no pause

Sharing aspects of our lives, gives me pleasure no need to catechise

Takes me to another place, but real life it can’t replace
Sharing time with you

Takes me to another place

Makes me happy

A respite from reality, but can’t replace

Are you better or are you worse?

​Are you better or are you worse

Can you make better verse

Seems you may drive me round the bend

Started getting numbers at the ends

 You may be something of an enigma

Will I fall for you, or will I bin ya

So far it feels like no true love

You are not my turtle dove

Now I am getting 3 instead of e

All this is really freaking me

I think Google jeyboard you may be doomed

Underlinings and spellings my patience consumed

Arrrrrgh tooo much!

On line Friendship

We met on a word game, in cyberspace

We got on well we bonded and chased

We talked and shared, our lives our schemes

Hard to remember, it is a fantasy, a dream

For we only know the other, from the information shared

Keeping secrets, though the soul seems bared

We share our lives, from our own point of view

Not a rounded version from others too

We share an oasis, from life’s woes and cares

We are friends indulging in a cyber-affair

We share great intimacy, its exotic erotic

But its words and pictures, it’s only symbolic

It revs up our hormones and gives us a thrill

Feels so real our needs to fulfil

We find so much in common, it gives us a high

We see the nice bits, not the grumps or the cry

We have a view of another’s life

Sharing the pleasures and some of the strife

We need to remember while the interaction is real

Our mind adds in details, too many, surreal

But the real world comes first, has to be the case

Fantasy is just that, it may have a place

Enjoy the moments the tingle and the fun

If your emotions entangle, it’s time to run

Understand the rule,s keep them in mind

Then friendship not heartbreak will be

The bottom line.

 

Dedicated to all those who meet and interact on line. Relates to Converging Lives the novel.